Starting with July of 2023 through December 2025, I had the worst experiences of my life. Frankly, I don’t know how I survived. Well, that’s not true. I survived due to dear family members, therapy and incredibly supportive friends and a renewed faith in God. I experienced the end of a 40-year relationship with a woman who I still love dearly. I went through prostate cancer and was blessedly cured with only fatigue as a result of the treatment. I was drawn to a group of men